My Receiver

My receiver

I send you a lot of things that I know you love

I like you a lot

I smile a lot because of you

I think of you a lot

My receiver

Sometimes I wonder if I am enough, will you forget about me. When you don't text me back for hours I'm sure you have forgotten that I exist but then you do and I'm on cloud nine again. It is a very destructive thought process but I guess that's just how I can be. I just hope that you will come to love me with my destructive thoughts and be able to live with the stupidity that is my mind.

You know everyday I think how much I come to like you a little bit more. I know that one day I will love you so much. Love you like all those love songs say. Hold you in my arms like I always want to. Go to sleep with you next to me, wake up to you. One day

My receiver I hope that I don't scare you off too early with all the things I wish for us because I want us to go far; to remember many good things together. I want us to look back and be happy together in the future. I want us. I want hugs. I want kisses. I want to be your supplier and I want you to be my receiver.

Do I want too much?

Or do I want just enough?

Seth ( ; )