Sleepless

Sleepless

OH sleepless nights

I stay up thinking about how insignificant I am to you

I stay up thinking about the time I spend thinking of poems for you

I stay up thinking about the money I spend for you

I stay up

I stay wondering, do you even take a moment to appreciate all that I do?

Do you even care?

Does all my effort go to waste?

Do I spend time on you just for you to throw it away?

I stay up late at night with tears in my eyes, wondering

Maybe I really am not worth it.

But then I remember

If you really cared you would see the effort

You would see the time,

You would see

But you're blind to all the pain and suffering because you're so focused on yourself you don't even know who you affect.

So blind to my pain

So blind to my efforts

So blind

So I spend nights writing poems that will never be read by you.

I spend days thinking of ways to make you smile.

Even though you don't see.

Even though you are blind

Maybe one day you will open your eyes and stop sending false "I'm sorry for neglectigng you" messages

Seth ( ; )